How to feel

Most feelings I don’t understand
Foreign beings in my mind
Some strangely familiar
Yet out of reach
Nearly physical
Mostly overwhelming
And if I have to be honest
Sometimes I wish they disappeared

Then I lay covered in love
Feeling alive, calm and powerful
In a blissful ignorance
Wrapped up in faith

I forget I get hurt
And I get hurt a lot

My mind buzzes like pouring sand
Logic is left far behind
Emotions once tamed
Now rage unleashed
My body is crying
My body is yelling
And if I have to be honest
Losing control fills me with fear

Then I smell the coffee you made
I leap into joy, dance in the living room
Going blind for you
Again and again

I forget I get hurt
And I get hurt a lot

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